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Monday, August 29, 2005

...

i know i'm not blogging.
i just don't feel like it. maybe i will one day. maybe i never will. who knows. do i care? no i don't.

that sounds selfish. but seriously.. i feel like i deserve the right to be. too much of tolerating and suppressing my own needs have turned me into a bitter person. i'm not saying that i was never happy. don't get me wrong, but i am writing on a rather dramatic note if it's not obvious enough already.

really. i just don't feel like explaining myself to anyone. chances are.. i'd be almost always annoyed, agitated or just zoned out. since i don't understand it myself, why should you?

at this point, i've stopped trying to understand life and its sick jokes. i don't need to know why clocks only chime at every hour, and why rainbows only appear after rainshowers. i don't care anymore. maybe i still do. but i don't want to.

do you get me? no? i guessed just as much.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Skies are blue..

Kimbully made me an awesome banner for my site.

But i have no friggin' idea how to upload it.

Help?

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Oh happy day..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to two of my favourite people of all time.. doesn't help
that they're super super HOT too!!!! (darn, now i sound gay again)


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Beautiful spunky Khairena turns 22 today. Khai here is the only woman i allow to call me "ketot". I still feel like smacking her everytime she does that. Don't need the reminders, you know :/



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and the ever gorgeous, gentle Veni turns 21. Veni just calls me bee-yatch la. Simple and sweet.

May the both of you always be happy happy.. :)

xoxo.

Hazy like fcuk

i hate the weather.

somehow the weather reminds me of my life. hazy and darn right blinding. can't see where i'm heading anymore. hehe, so the drama.

anyway, i think my blog's kinda dead now. *claps hands happily*

i can't wait for tomorrow though. hope the weather gets better.. then i can meet up with 3 bee-yoo-tee-fool ladies for steamboat tomorrow in Kepong. apparently, someone's bringing Malibu. ahahaha.. *skips gleefully*

Friday, August 05, 2005

and yet another time

"i am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
i am ready
i am taffy stuck and tongue tied
Stutter shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
i am ready
i am fine
i am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
i am folded and unfolded and unfolding
i am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
i am ready
i am fine"

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

The morning after an entire night of non-sleep

on Vineland past the candle shrine that burns on every night
for someone
she lets herself go
like an angel in the snow
she lays down on her back
down on her back - she goes

take me over when I'm gone
take me over make me strong
take me over when I'm gone
will they burn for me

on Vineland past the candle shrine that melts into the street design
she waits - for someone
tonight she'll give herself away
she'll break apart all by herself
its so easy how we come undone

take me over when I'm gone
take me over make me strong
take me over when I'm gone
will they burn for me

she pulls me in - strips me down
she pulls me in - turns me out
she pulls me in - strips me down

take me over when I'm gone
take me over make me strong
take me over when I'm gone
will they burn for me
will they burn for me

--Candleburn, Dishwalla.


I'm unoriginal. I post song lyrics. Beat that.