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Wednesday, September 28, 2005



Date: 30th September 2005
Time: 6:00pm - midnight
Venue: Hall of Fame, Limkokwing University,
Price: RM10 (presale), RM15 (doorsale)





Monday, August 29, 2005


i know i'm not blogging.
i just don't feel like it. maybe i will one day. maybe i never will. who knows. do i care? no i don't.

that sounds selfish. but seriously.. i feel like i deserve the right to be. too much of tolerating and suppressing my own needs have turned me into a bitter person. i'm not saying that i was never happy. don't get me wrong, but i am writing on a rather dramatic note if it's not obvious enough already.

really. i just don't feel like explaining myself to anyone. chances are.. i'd be almost always annoyed, agitated or just zoned out. since i don't understand it myself, why should you?

at this point, i've stopped trying to understand life and its sick jokes. i don't need to know why clocks only chime at every hour, and why rainbows only appear after rainshowers. i don't care anymore. maybe i still do. but i don't want to.

do you get me? no? i guessed just as much.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Skies are blue..

Kimbully made me an awesome banner for my site.

But i have no friggin' idea how to upload it.


Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Oh happy day..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to two of my favourite people of all time.. doesn't help
that they're super super HOT too!!!! (darn, now i sound gay again)

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Beautiful spunky Khairena turns 22 today. Khai here is the only woman i allow to call me "ketot". I still feel like smacking her everytime she does that. Don't need the reminders, you know :/

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and the ever gorgeous, gentle Veni turns 21. Veni just calls me bee-yatch la. Simple and sweet.

May the both of you always be happy happy.. :)


Hazy like fcuk

i hate the weather.

somehow the weather reminds me of my life. hazy and darn right blinding. can't see where i'm heading anymore. hehe, so the drama.

anyway, i think my blog's kinda dead now. *claps hands happily*

i can't wait for tomorrow though. hope the weather gets better.. then i can meet up with 3 bee-yoo-tee-fool ladies for steamboat tomorrow in Kepong. apparently, someone's bringing Malibu. ahahaha.. *skips gleefully*

Friday, August 05, 2005

and yet another time

"i am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
i am ready
i am taffy stuck and tongue tied
Stutter shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
i am ready
i am fine
i am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
i am folded and unfolded and unfolding
i am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
i am ready
i am fine"

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

The morning after an entire night of non-sleep

on Vineland past the candle shrine that burns on every night
for someone
she lets herself go
like an angel in the snow
she lays down on her back
down on her back - she goes

take me over when I'm gone
take me over make me strong
take me over when I'm gone
will they burn for me

on Vineland past the candle shrine that melts into the street design
she waits - for someone
tonight she'll give herself away
she'll break apart all by herself
its so easy how we come undone

take me over when I'm gone
take me over make me strong
take me over when I'm gone
will they burn for me

she pulls me in - strips me down
she pulls me in - turns me out
she pulls me in - strips me down

take me over when I'm gone
take me over make me strong
take me over when I'm gone
will they burn for me
will they burn for me

--Candleburn, Dishwalla.

I'm unoriginal. I post song lyrics. Beat that.

Saturday, July 23, 2005

The name is Alfie

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Must watch.

Especially the men. Very very enlightening, i promise you.

I got rather emotional watching "Alfie". I dunno why, or maybe i do. Never mind that. I'm just rambling a lot today.

Loved the British accent. And i loved Sienna Miller, who played Nicky in the movie. She's his fiancee / wife in real life, just in case you didn't know. No pictures of her here. The post's about the movie, not her. Click the link if you want a picture of her.

No spoilers here. Go watch it for yourself.


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Like my beads?

.. looking at my previous post, and just about every other post. i notice my colour coordination damn out man.

*sighs* which is why i must take Graphic Comm, so i can get my colour sense well, coordinated. AND i have to brush up on my Photoshop and Illustrator skills. This time, no bribing (or blackmailing) others to do my work.

*hides in corner of the room and cries like a baby*

oh psst: that time, my back was peeling. now my arms, my legs, my tits.. all peeling. *does a whoop-dee-whoop*

Woe is me.

I. Hate. Period. Pains.


now i'm stuck at home cos it's too painful for me to do just about anything else. supposed to be painting my friend's house right now. so i had to bail. damn bad me. well anyway, guess i am free to blog now.

so i got my results today. i passed. everything. YAY! so now it's a new sem, new me.
New semester resolutions (which shall not be broken unless *totally totally* necessary):
1. Do not skip class.
2. Do not skip class even if it's totally useless and god-damned boring. sigh.
3. Do finish all assignments waaayy before dateline. yea.
4. Do attend 9am classes.
5. Do purchase at least 4 more new alarm clocks.
6. Do disable snooze button.

*Sighs again*

i'm taking my elective subject this sem, apart from my major (FTV) and my minor (PR). i'm thinking Graphic Comm, a subject under Advertising. why? simply cos i wanna do photography. yup.

next week's work week. do say hi if u see me desperately trying to get away from my job at KLCC. i'll be at the lancome roadshow.. dunno what i'll be doing. wonder if i'll work or end up trying all the makeup and facial products instead. hmm.. must steal freebies. *evil grin* work work work.. just to buy a new phone. mahai.

then it's registration week also. which means that college will begin in August. which is good. i think. i miss it but i don't miss it. wish i could attend class whenever i'm bored and not whenever i don't feel like it. there're people i miss, people i wish never existed.. or at least didn't go to limkokwing.

i miss nicole and iin. i miss cooking and eating at their place and us doing grocery shopping. which brings me to the topic of their welcome back party on saturday. die lah. work, how to go? i wanna go.. everyone i like will be there. and [K]'s gonna come with his red Superman underwear on his head. how can i miss that right? sigh.. nicole, i swear.. i will try. maybe u can call me Friday night at work, then i can burst into tears saying my dog died and the funeral will be on ALL Saturday. Hmm?

no time.

no time. no time. no time. no time. notime. not ime. no time. notime. notime. not time. noti me. n otime. notime. notime . no time.